Wh00T !!!

We screamed 'til we felt it.

We were ready when it was time to run.

We ran through the monsoon.

We got closer to the edge.

We didn't jump.

We broke away.

We're gonna live on as if it's our final day.

We're gonna die when love is dead.

You came to rescue us.

We're always by your side.

Even if you're a thousand oceans away.

We'll raise our hands together for you.

Moving.

U-Haul's parked out in the driveway, running around with boxes and garbage bags. We're moving today, into my grandmother's house for now. But we think she's going into a home. So we're looking for other houses. There's a couple nice ones and I hope we get the one close to Katiikinzerbbs. Also, we're not keeping Skipppabb because he's peeing everywhere on purpose. I guess I should go finish putting my stuff in bags. X-X;;

Moving. >_>;

It's been a while.
So, I'm moving in with my Grandmother this weekend, that's if my aunt says it's okay. If it's not, we're moving somewhere away. Fun. Last thing I want to do is go to a new school. With new people. Oh well, if we can't move in, we're staying there until we can find a place of our own and my aunt will have to stay until she can get my grandmother in a nursing home. We'll probably move somewheres out of EP.
I honestly don't care anymore.

Frozen.

These stupid little kids were playing on the hill in my backyard and the dog wanted to go outside, so I let him and the leash escaped my grip and he went dashing up the hill. The kids were at the top of the hill, trying to get him and one girl had the leash for a second until he started running again, he kept running and I was outside in a t-shirt and jeans, no socks and Vans slip-ons. I ran up to the top of the hill and at the top, the snow was waist high. It was a huge struggle to get up and I was like, screaming after him. After like, 10 minutes of struggling through the snow, I got up and couldn't run after him. It soaked through my jeans, my t-shirt and my shoes. Once I was around the corner I could hear his footsteps, after calling him a couple times he ran in my direction. It was a while before I got a hold of him but eventually I got a small grip on his lead. I got to the top of the hill and tried to follow my previous footsteps through the waist-deep snow, while bawling my eyes out and screaming at the top of my lungs. The kids were there for a second and I yelled at them to stop playing in the yard. They obeyed and ran off. The dogs leash somehow got wrapped around my foot and he was pulling really hard, the more he ran the tighter it got around my foot and louder I screamed at him. For a second I thought about lying there in the snow and letting myself freeze to death, seemed like a dandy thing to do, I actually thought I would die. Taking a deep breath, I struggled to get my foot out of the knot in the dogs leash, after a 5 minute struggle, it was free. My eyes still blurry from tears, I tried to make it through the deep snow. Crawling worked for a bit, but I kept falling through. Screaming and crying, I struggled to get down the hill, with the dog pulling my arms out of their sockets. I was sure that everyone in the neighbourhood could hear me yelling at the dog at the top of my lungs. So we got down the hill, and the backyard was all ice, he dragged me right to this pile of rocks, which I hit my head on and I stumbled around, trying to get up. Only about 10 more steps, and I'd be in the house. Reaching for the doorknob, opened it up and got in. It was a mix of shouting at the dog and getting my soaked shoes on, it was basically like taking a pair of extremely soaked socks off, while telling the dog to fuck off and go to Hell. I stumbled upstairs and threw myself onto my bed, soaking wet and cried and screamed. Everything hurt, my muscles were numb, heart was racing. After peeling myself off my bed, I changed into a dry hoodie, PJ pants and slippers and went downstairs. Stumbling down the stairs, the dog was trying to jump on me, I locked him in his crate and told him to go to Hell again. I'm glad he had fun with almost killing me, maybe I'll just isolate myself for a while.

Eww. My hair

Lately, my mom's been obsessed over getting my dyed hair back to it's natural, dirty blonde. After trying to dye it back literally 3 times in like, a month we decided to try a darker brown. Did that work? No, now it's got red roots and it's like, dark brown/blackish on the bottom. It'd be cool if I didn't look so pale. X.X; Am I pissed? Very. I guess I'll have to start saving up to get the colour stripped.

OhEmGeee.

It's been an interesting couple days. Last night at 11:30pm the power went out, so I woke up really cold at like 5 am. After pulling on like, 4 sweaters and wrapping the blankets up around myself I slept until 9:30ish. When I woke up, my mom and brother and I were huddled on the couch, wrapped up in blankets with the dog. Our house is really drafty and the windows, it's an old house so there was wind blowing right through. So we got dressed, crated the dog and headed out to Tim Hortons. I guess our area was pretty much the only place without power because my grandmother had power and majority of the houses we drove by had lights on. We were at my grandmothers for a couple hours and then we decided we'd stay for the night, because our house is way too cold. So we went home to get the dog and some PJ's and clothes. The poor dog was shivering like hell. I felt so bad for him. D: So we loaded up him and his crate, leash and tieout and came back to my grandmothers, to our dismay, the power went out. And it stayed out. The next 2 hours were spent searching for/lighting candles. Around 5:30ish we headed to the church for a rehearsel for the mass on Christmas Eve. That went well and it took about 2 hours, 90% of the time was setting up microphones and chit chatting and whatnot. Power flickered a few times but my mom brought a flashlight. When we came home the power was back on, at my grandmothers. But our area was pitch black. Power crews were there, I saw a shitload of those trucks and cherry pickers on like every pole. I guess they gave up because it was still out. Nova Scotia power said that we prolly won't get the electricity back until like, 11:30 tomorrow night. There's nobody to talk too. D: *cough*katii&jabine*cough*.

O.O;

My mom decided to go to Wal-Mart at like, 3:30 this morning. It wasn't that bad, but I only got 4 hours of sleep. We were at my grandmother's house until like, 11pm. Because we have to stay with her until she goes to sleep because my aunt won't get off her fucking ass to do anything, did I mention she lives next door to my grandmother? Unlike us, where it's a 5 minute drive. >.> Yeah, we got in at 11pm and were up for 3. It was literally -15 outside and the car took FOREVER to heat up. Then all the Tim Hortons were closed. ;-; When we got to WalMart, my mom decides to putz around while my brother starts screaming. Shane got like, 4 Nerf guns, and I got a new hat, a scarf and some mittens, a $25 iTunes card, and a Skittles chapstick. :D All in all it wasn't that bad. On the way home we stopped at Timmies and got hot chocolate and then on the way to my grandmothers my mom and I stopped at Timmies again. It's probably all the hot chocolate that's keeping me up but still. We did some baking, I made the sugar cookies (actually, I just cut them out.) and ran off. Facebook's being stupid, it won't load and I wanna go hooooome. ;_;