Eww. My hair

Lately, my mom's been obsessed over getting my dyed hair back to it's natural, dirty blonde. After trying to dye it back literally 3 times in like, a month we decided to try a darker brown. Did that work? No, now it's got red roots and it's like, dark brown/blackish on the bottom. It'd be cool if I didn't look so pale. X.X; Am I pissed? Very. I guess I'll have to start saving up to get the colour stripped.

OhEmGeee.

It's been an interesting couple days. Last night at 11:30pm the power went out, so I woke up really cold at like 5 am. After pulling on like, 4 sweaters and wrapping the blankets up around myself I slept until 9:30ish. When I woke up, my mom and brother and I were huddled on the couch, wrapped up in blankets with the dog. Our house is really drafty and the windows, it's an old house so there was wind blowing right through. So we got dressed, crated the dog and headed out to Tim Hortons. I guess our area was pretty much the only place without power because my grandmother had power and majority of the houses we drove by had lights on. We were at my grandmothers for a couple hours and then we decided we'd stay for the night, because our house is way too cold. So we went home to get the dog and some PJ's and clothes. The poor dog was shivering like hell. I felt so bad for him. D: So we loaded up him and his crate, leash and tieout and came back to my grandmothers, to our dismay, the power went out. And it stayed out. The next 2 hours were spent searching for/lighting candles. Around 5:30ish we headed to the church for a rehearsel for the mass on Christmas Eve. That went well and it took about 2 hours, 90% of the time was setting up microphones and chit chatting and whatnot. Power flickered a few times but my mom brought a flashlight. When we came home the power was back on, at my grandmothers. But our area was pitch black. Power crews were there, I saw a shitload of those trucks and cherry pickers on like every pole. I guess they gave up because it was still out. Nova Scotia power said that we prolly won't get the electricity back until like, 11:30 tomorrow night. There's nobody to talk too. D: *cough*katii&jabine*cough*.

O.O;

My mom decided to go to Wal-Mart at like, 3:30 this morning. It wasn't that bad, but I only got 4 hours of sleep. We were at my grandmother's house until like, 11pm. Because we have to stay with her until she goes to sleep because my aunt won't get off her fucking ass to do anything, did I mention she lives next door to my grandmother? Unlike us, where it's a 5 minute drive. >.> Yeah, we got in at 11pm and were up for 3. It was literally -15 outside and the car took FOREVER to heat up. Then all the Tim Hortons were closed. ;-; When we got to WalMart, my mom decides to putz around while my brother starts screaming. Shane got like, 4 Nerf guns, and I got a new hat, a scarf and some mittens, a $25 iTunes card, and a Skittles chapstick. :D All in all it wasn't that bad. On the way home we stopped at Timmies and got hot chocolate and then on the way to my grandmothers my mom and I stopped at Timmies again. It's probably all the hot chocolate that's keeping me up but still. We did some baking, I made the sugar cookies (actually, I just cut them out.) and ran off. Facebook's being stupid, it won't load and I wanna go hooooome. ;_;

I Don't Care - Apocalyptica ft. Adam Gontier.

I try to make it through my life

in my way, there's you

I try to make it through these lies

that's all I do

Just dont deny it.

Dont try to fight this

and deal with it

and that's just part of it

If you were dead or still alive

I don't care

I don't care

just go and leave this all behind behind

'Cause I swear (I swear)

I don't care

I try to make you see my side

I always try to stay in line

But your eyes see right through

That's all they do

I'm getting buried in this place

Ive got no room your in my face

Don't say anything just go away

If you were dead or still alive

I don't care, I don't care

just go and leave this all behind behind

'Cause I swear (I swear)

I don't care

Not changing everything

You won't be there for me

Not changing everything

You won't be there for me

If you were dead or still alive

I don't care

I don't care

just go and leave this all behind

'Cause I swear (I swear)

I don't care

If you were dead or still alive

I don't care (I don't care)

I don't care (I don't care)

just go and leave this all behind behind

I don't care (I swear)

I don't care

At all.

BumBumBeDumBumBumBeDumBum

Mood: Okay.

Listening To: The Leaving Song Pt. 2 - A.F.I

I'm still sick, and no internet. ;-; Today my brother asked my mom if he could stay home today to "look after me." She was like, I don't care. So Shane hung around for the day and bugged the shit outta me. Both parents have to work tomorrow and I'm making sure Shane goes to school. All I need is to feel better. >_>; This is fucking boring, all my friends are either not talking to me, offline or at the Semi, which I had to miss because of this fucking flu. Oh well, I look horrible in dresses. (: I might be getting an iPod Chromatic. :D I'm set on either the purple, blue or green. But I'm probably gonna go with black. Meh. Whatever.

DGJKJTOIGOThll.;kgl

Mood: Dunno

Listening To: Mind in the Gutter - Chris Crocker

I've been cramped up inside ALL day and I think I'm going insane. Seriously. My mom didn't pay the internet/tv bill so I was bored out of my fucking mind. Shane's like, creeping around while I write this all hunched over at my grandmother's house on her computer, which isn't as slow as it normally is. Semi is on Thursday and if I'm not feeling better by tomorrow night, I'm not going. Won't be worth it. Oh well. Whatever. Christmas is in like, 16 days-ish? Kinda excited for that, I guess. Here's a hint to all you that read this, if you're gonna eat crackers, make sure you've got something to drink. =\ They're really dry. I'm just gonna wrap this up now, before I go fucking insane.

Lovely

Mood: Sick/Bored/Gross.

Listening To: Eyelash Curlers & Butcher Knives - Jeffree Star.

SEMI: 3 days.

CHRISTMAS: 17 days.

I haven't written in a while, been too busy. My grandmother was diagnosed with Lewy Body Dementia, which is pretty much the same as Alzheimers. Couple years ago, my grandfather died of Alzheimers, so we're going through the whole dementia phase again. >.<>

We might be moving in with her, because she lives all by herself. At least we don't have to move to another province, but if we do move in, we have to get rid of Skipper. I really don't want to move in. The house is cold and uncomfortable. To me, it's not really a home at all. =/ Things have changed to much, it's just another bleak and lifeless place.

Christmas is coming up and we're doing things the way we used to. Wake up, open presents, breakfast and CHILL OUT. :) I miss those days. Then have supper and if anyone invites us over to their house we'll go there. Unfortunately, we can't go to my other grandparents, which we've done our whole lives. But they moved to Newfoundland and we moved here.

Semi-Formal is on Thursday. I'm excited, sounds like a lot of fun. We ordered my dress and it should be in tomorrow. It's black with purple polka dots and knee length. Hard to describe so I'll get a picture or two and post them here. Problem is, I caught the flu from my brother and I'm all cramped up. ;_; Lets just hope I'm better by then.

I do the video announcements at school with Courtney, Fallon and Kevin and they need to grow the fuck up. >.> Fallon and I are the announcers daily because Courtney and Kevin refuse to go on camera and on Friday, Fallon threw a temper tantrum because Kevin and Courtney didn't want to announce. So after arguing about it for 20 minutes Fallon was like, "k, i'll go on." Bitch. >_>

Uhmm, I think that's it for now. O-o;