Up's and Down's...

Mood: Happy.
Currently Listening To: Girls Not Grey - AFI.

I'm so sick
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss
Selfishness...

La de da daaa. These last few days have been interesting. My mom decided she'd re-dye my hair it's natural colour but the dye we bought was too dark, meaning it wasn't light enough to go through the red. My roots are more blonde. XD Lately I've been in a mood too. Like, one minute I'm real happy and the next I'm real bitchy. x_x If I bitch at any of you that read this, I don'tpossibly mean it. Unless you deserve it. My grandmother and cousins put mulch on my grandfather's grave. It's fucking hideous. >_> MY TWLOHA STUFF SHOULD BE HERE BETWEEN TOMORROW AND NEXT MONDAY. : DD

DUDE WE HAD A HALLOWEEN PARTY ON FRIDAY NIGHT. IT WAS BOMBBB. Katii was an emo bubblebee and I was an emo fairy. We had the best costumes, if I do say so myself. LUKE, (Ali's brother) WAS IRON MAN. He ran around punching all the guys in the balls. T'was very funny, I did pee my pants. Shane's friend William was running around wearing Mitchell's pirate mask and scaring people when they came out of the bathroom. Katii walked out of the bathroom and Will jumped out and shouted BOO. She jumped, screamed and landed on her arse on the floor. XD I PISSED MYSELF LAUGHING. I'll post pictures eventually.

OMF...

Current Mood; Happy.

Currently Listening To; Shut Up and Let Me Go - The Ting Tings.

Nothing compares to,
A quiet evening alone.
Just the one, two,
I was just counting on...

I edited a picture of me, and a picture of Fancy, check my editing skillz;

This one's me.

This one's Katii.













I'm so pro. :]

Why Me?

Current Mood; Neutral.

Listening To; Stricken - Disturbed.

I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive...

Lately, I've been in such a bad mood. Things happen one after another. First, my trip to Toronto was cancelled due to lack of funds. Then my mom said I couldn't re-dye my hair because her and my dad liked my natural colour. Did I mention my grandfather died a year ago today? =/ Next thursday there's a school dance and guess what? I have some sunday school thing to go to. Shitty luck. I'd might as well go die in a hole. >>;

Partayy. ;D

Mood; Happy.

Currently Listening To; Bomb This Track - Mindless Self Indulgence.

You're looking for the rainbow;

But it died not long ago.

Tonight I'm sleeping over at Fancy's house! Because tomorrow, we have this Kids Help Phone Student Ambassador training thingy. From 10am to 9pm. o_O Well, I think it'll be fun. Then after that my mom said we're gonna have birthday cake because my dad had to work on wednesday, (my birthday.) Now it's all a mater of convincing my mom to get my grandmother to let her borrow her car so I can go to Katii's. Fucking dog won't stop barking either. >_> Anyhow, Courtney and I talked to Mr. Clark today at lunch about our TWLOHA/IC thingy and I couldn't remember like, anything about them so I had to email him the link to the 2 groups. Here's a picture of my Skipperbby. <3

That's about it.

Later, bitchezz.

Oh...yeah? Whatever.

Mood; Not the best.

Listening To; Here I Stand - Madina Lake.

I will wait for you;

She said, endlessly.

I will wait for you;

So spoke, MISERY.

So, today has been neutral. We ordered some To Write Love On Her Arms stuff, pretty rad. But I recently found out my parents want my hair back it's natural colour. >_> Isn't that lovely? It looks like shit. No, I don't mean any harm to the people with dirty blonde hair. I just don't like it on myself. Yesterday was my birthday. I got 100$ (which I spent on TWLOHA stuff,) an iPod docking station, Fancypants got me a tiara and goofy little pin that I had to wear all day, a bag of butterscotch chips, (courtesy of Katiikinz) and a picture frame from Fallie Wallie.

Courtney and I were talking yesterday night, and we thought that it would be an awesome idea to hold some fundraisers for these 2 organizations. To Write Love On Her Arms, and Invisible Children, we're going to talk to Mr. Clark tomorrow about it. I think it'll be fun. Kevin got taller. Little buttmunch is almost as tall as me. ;-; Today I didn't do my hair, it wasn't straightened/teased. Alex said it looked good unstraightened and he didn't like it straight. Fancy and Fallon also said it looks better unstraightened. Kevin and Mitchell said they don't notice. XDD

Thought I'd include a picture today, of my lovely (LOLYEAHRIGHT) red hair.

Peace out, bitchess.

Just When You Think...

Mood; N/A.

Listening To; Übers Ende Der Welt - Tokio Hotel.

The HARDEST ['thing'] in life...
./is. letting go of what you thought was REAL.

They say how you spend your birthday sets the mood for the year...right? Ha. Right. Good one. If you've read a couple previous entries, you've learned that I'm going to Toronto from the 23rd to the 27th. Sounds like fun, get to see my best friend and all that jazz. We had an awesome list made up and everything. Well now, after getting all worked up and excited about it I've learned that I might not be able to go. Why, you may ask? Ticket prices were jacked up. The flight there is like $277, which didn't change. The flight back however is like, $800? I'm really not sure. We have only like, $500/$600. For 2 people the total is like, $3200. Yeah, there and back.

As the days go by, they jack the prices up. Lately I've been doubting it, I don't think I'm going to Toronto this time. Which really upsets me. The last 2 years I haven't been able to do like, anything for my birthday. 2006, my birthday fell in the middle of the move to Nova Scotia. 2007, my grandfater was in hospital that week/died 4 days later. This year? Aside from the first anniversary of my grandfather's death, I had my hopes up to escape this hell and see my best friend. No, lovely. Aside from it being like, the most upsetting time of the year, why don't you just get my hopes up and crush my spirits. Sound like fun? I fucking hope so.

>_>

ROCK&&ROLL;BBY. <3

Mood; Content.

Currently Listening To; Nothing.

Rock&roll,BABY;
Don'chaknow[thatt]we'reallalone.n.o.w.
&&i n e e d s o m e t h i n g t o s i n g a b o u t . <3

OH YEAH. So, Blogger sent me an email saying I had to enter this thingy in a bar to prove I'm a person and not a spambot, so I wasn't here for a couple days. But I'm back. :]

Super Amazing List of Randomness!

Currently Listening To; CrushCrushCrush - Paramore.

Mood; Extremely excited!

Seeing as I've been yammering on and on about this trip to Toronto, Jabine and I have made a list of things we are going to do, so here it is.

THE SUPER AMAZING LIST;

1. - Try to do everything on this list being made now, all in one day, because we're awesome like that. ;)
2. 2. Go to all the old hangouts.
3. - Make a fucking random and funny and stupid video that gets posted on YouTube, and isn't alowwed to be removed. AHAHAH.
4. - Highlight our hair with some totally random off looking colour. Because we're fucking cool like that.
5. - Though we do this easily just by living on earth, make a fool of ourselves in front of at least one person. ^_^
6. - Find some totally random place in the house to camp out in the whole time. :]
7. - Ding Dong Ditch...Bitch. AKA, Brianna.
8. - Take a bazillion pictures on different angles and whatnot.
9. - Go tell the people living in Amy's house to A - Fuck off. B - DingDongDitch C - Ghosts are haunting them
10. - Run around like freaks, and when people stare, give them the finger.
11. - BUY SHIT. =D MATCHING SHIT.
12. - Listen to music until our eardrums fall out.
13. Go to...Stores, And take pictures. In front of people. Like lunatics. Posing and all that jazz. xD, like 2 'scene' kids posing for a MySpace picture. XD
14. Quack like a duck at every stranger that looks at you funny.
15. - Go to a photobooth and take the best pictures ever. I mean, like EVER.
16. - Dress up in a mismatching outfit and go get Slushies from Mac's
17. - Buy Happy Meals at McD's =]
18. -After taking a bazillion photos, make a hugeass poster with every single one of them on it.
19. - BLOG EVERYTHING WE DO.
20. - Somehow try to fall asleep, THEN DO IT ALL AGAIN THE NEXT DAY! XD

Grr.

Current Mood; Extremely pissed.

Currently Listening To; Doomsday - Atreyu.

Last night after dinner my mom asked my brother and I to help her clean up the kitchen. Anyways, I helped her unload/re-load the dishwasher and my brother helped her do the rest. (Wipe the counters&&whatnot.) So, she goes into the bathroom and spazzes out at me. Apparantly I left 2 dishtowels in the bathrom. She literally went apeshit, saying she gave me them to put away 2 weeks ago, seriously I've no recollection of that whatsoever. I stood up and told her she never gave me any towels. She said yes I did, I said, when? I don't remember you telling me to put away any dishtowels. She said, "LIKE 2 WEEKS AGO, STOP YOUR BACKTALK YOUNG LADY." That's when I had it, I rolled my eyes and walked away. She called Shane and I into the kitchen and then she starts yelling at my brother and I, complaining about the 'lack of help.' No, a lack of help is when we don't help her at all. To be honest, we did more work than she did, and I am NOT exxagerating that. Simply, she told us to go to our rooms because she didn't want to see us for the rest of the evening. Running up the stairs I shouted "gladly." Still, I am unsure if she heard it but I don't give a rats ass at the moment. >_>


With Love;
Combustion. <3

TORONTOO???

So, from the 23rd to the 27th I'm going to Toronto! 18 days untill Jabine and I are face to face for the first time in 2 years.

&&11DaysUntilMyBirthday.